You didn't want to spend any time with me

you didn't want to walk or talk

you didn't want to show me what I've not seen

you didn't want to dance

you didn't want my body

You wanted me as a map

a map to your imagine God
 

a fortune teller for every single day
 

I am not
 

you didn't want me in your bed

you didn't want me in your room

you didn't want to explain what I've not understood

you wanted me as a map

a map to your imagine God

You didn't want to hold my hand
 

you didn't want to watch my tears

you didn't want to hear my screaming

you didn't want to be with me

You wanted me as a map to your imagine God

you wanted me as a map to your imagine God

you wanted me as your fortune teller

for every single day

I am not

I will not be
 

are you sure you want me as I am

screaming crying

I am bad

I am not a map

I don't know your imagine God

I am not a fortune teller

I will not be
 

you didn't want me

you didn't want me

you didn't want me
 

as I am

I am not a map

I don't know your imagine God

I am not a fortune teller

I will not be

are you sure you want me as I am

June 21, 2019