There was no human who would like to give me peace in my life

there was no human who would like to give me calm in my life

as long as I remember I am alone

with my pain

with my crying

with my task

and questions
 

there was no human who would like to give me a chance

to be a part of society

there was no human who would like to spend with me any time

there was no human who would like to give me free water or dish

there was no human who would like to be with me
 

people come to me when they need something

when they want something

when they want me to do something for them
 

people come to me when they need free water

when they need free dish

when they need to be not alone
 

people come to me to get free money
 

people come to me because I am a source

I am a source

I am a source

endless and free

a space to live without the problems

without thinking

they like to watch me because I am weird to them

they like to make me a figure of laugh

to hide their vices

they laugh on me all the time watching the pictures

describing themselves
 

they want to feel great

they want to be great

they want to abuse me to be great
 

to make me non

I give them pictures

I give them all the needs

I am a source

I am a girl who has everything

they are scared of the truth

they try to make me as they are

without the love

I am a source of everything what human wants

July 2, 2019